It’s been over a year
And so much has happened... I feel like I’ve grown up George, I feel like a completely different person, because without you here, how could I be the same happy, loud Sam that I used to be?
I guess I try to make the most out of each day now, I’ve realized how precious life is and how it should never be wasted because we only get one chance to make it right.
You'd be so proud of me now; you were always telling me I need to try hard and I did, I listened and now I’m in college trying hard again.
The thing I wonder the most, is what life would be like with you here now, would something like a little petty argument broke us apart?
Would we still be together and happy as ever like we was that night I last ever saw your face? Would we be booking another holiday? We’d be thinking now what we were going to do for New Year and our 3 year anniversary. My life would have been so different, and so much better.
You'd be driving and excited about me learning to drive, You'd be trying to help me with it and teaching me everything I need to know about my theory, if I failed then you'd be bragging that you passed first time. I remember when you told me you'd passed, you was so chuft.
This year has gone so quick, but at the same time, really slow, if that’s possible?
This time last year I was probably sat in chloes, curled up on the sofa torn and in pieces. Even though I still feel like that inside, you’d be proud how I’ve learnt how to handle my emotions and how I know how to put on a brave face. I can talk about you now, and not break down into tears, I can handle telling people what you were like, because everyone needs to understand and remember what a good, loving person you were!
I went into town this weekend, with Scott and Jess; if you were here we'd be going out with them both a lot, I think. You and Scott got on but if you were here I think you'd be closer like I am with Jess now.
You were so young; So much should have happened for you.
If anyone deserved a long happy life it’s you, you never hurt anyone, all you ever did was love your family friends and me!
I’ve not been to your grave in a while, so I’m going to pop in and say hi.
I lost my faith that you’re still around in spirit, I was angry and I stopped believing, but I’ve realized that if I stop believing you’re around and that I’m never going to see you again, then I’m letting you go, and I’m not ready for that.
I’ll promise you George, that one day I will see you again. Until then I’m going to live, laugh and maybe someday love. And if it seems like I’m moving on from our chapter in life, don’t get angry, because I’m not forgetting, I’m just folding the page; I’ll come straight back to it in time.
I love you.
Hi George ... I can't believe it's been a year already. Just to let you know that I still think about you often. I hope you liked the laterns we set off for you on your 18th ... I left some roses for you before I came to uni because I wasn't home for the anniversary. Bob works at the Derby with me and Meg ... Don't worry I'll look after him for you :) I could hardly recognise Sam when I saw her in a picture with Meg ... she has grown up so much. I know you'd be proud of Bob and Sam for doing so well in their exams. I'm proud of both of them!
I'll back soon ... your missed a lot ...
lots and lots of love from Lancaster uni George
Hannah xxx
This Beautiful Butterfly..
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Is a gift to you above..
With it's wings of many colours
Made with love
You fly high..
Just like this beautiful butterfly
You fly past the stars..
And up to the moon
Oh why sweet angel..
Was you gone too soon?
You spread your wings..
Just like this beautiful butterfly
Go fly through the clouds
And up to the sky
With not a care..
You fly free
And if you can..
Fly home to me
copyright� Jackie Thomas 22/07/09.
~ Life Beyond ~
Let them go, but not completely.
Hold on to them, but not too tightly.
Love them as you know you will,
as you always have.
Rejoice that they are well, the only difference
now is that you cannot see them,
But you feel them still and they will always be with you.
The spirit does not die as the body dies
and Love is of the spirit.
Nothing you have experienced together can be taken from you.
And your loved one shall be eternally yours in that love.
Weep not too long, that they may also cry,
But rejoice in their life and in yours also.
Let yours continue to be a celebration of all life; of your shared love,
Knowing that God holds you both in the palm of his hand
And in loving you both shall reunite you.
Author Unknown
SAM MISSES YOU SO MUCH GEORGE, HER LOVE FOR YOU IS REAL PLEASE HELP AND GUIDE HER, SHE MISSES YOU SO MUCH.
*♥~†~ONLY THE BEST~†♥*
A heart of gold stopped beating two shining eyes at rest, god broke our hearts to prove he only takes the best, god knows you had to leave us, but you did not go a lone for part of us went with you the day he took you home to some you are forgotten to others just a part of the past but to us who have loved and lost you the memory will always last.
George x
♥ With Love to you
on Valentines Day...♥
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Lots of Love: Sheena xXx
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